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I meditated for a while, did a clearing, and offered my intent and conduct prior to beginning the process. Always it is walking the white path with Love, Light, and Wisdom. This is often asked, sometimes allowed.
I started the Voyager 7 Retrieval process. This includes clearing my head of worries and concerns that could get in the way, resonant tuning, rewrapping my energy body, and restating my intent:
I am more than my physical body. Because I am more than physical matter, I can perceive that which is greater than the physical world. Therefore, I deeply desire to expand, to experience: to know, to understand, to control, to use such greater energies and energy systems as may be beneficial and constructive to me and to those who follow me. Also, I deeply desire the help and cooperation, the assistance, the understanding of those individuals whose wisdom, development, and experience are equal to or greater than my own. I ask their guidance and protection from any influence or any source that might provide me with less than my stated desires.
Speaking to the farthest areas of perception, I open this channel and restrict such contact and communication to constructive purposes and reject all others. I open such channels only when I so consciously desire. At all other times it will remain closed.”
Then I started moving through progressive layers of conscious reality. I dithered about this time, sightseeing, and enjoying the difference in levels. When I arrived at the City of Lights, already the voice called for preparing and moving to the Realm of Disorientation.
Tonight was black zone retrieval time. No need for a yellow bus, no kids. Serious work. I centered myself, checked exposure to energy shifts, and selected four helpers. Two I knew were there. Alfia waved this one off. She did not like the black zone. I do not blame her, her Love radiance would heal any broken soul but at such a cost.
I phased into the Realm of Disorientation. It looked the same. I stopped at the fringes of the gray zone. Someday I will phase into the black stuff but currently I am not ready. I am not sure yet of the pitfalls. There are very large, very crazy souls wrapped in their past actions, reliving them. I think reliving the past is Hell. No need for another separate Hell!
I started walking through the zones. As expected, it became weirder and weirder (my issues). I looked around using a global perception and saw a target that seemed to be ok to go. This one was huge, black, twisting and turning. He had been there a very, very long time. With globe in hand—never leave home without it—I walked up to the massive male form. I was not so anxious this time. While I stopped and held up the globe, the helpers stayed back.
Again, I spoke my mantra. Do you want to go to the Light? Then the globe showed the Light radiance of Spirit. He looked down and stopped thrashing. He was elegant in face with deep black curled hair. Many pendants and symbols were in his clothes and skin. I asked his name. I felt comfortable getting to do this now whereas before I would not ask. He said in a very deep voice that he was Babylonian and his name was Marduk. He served Marduk, a Sumerian demi-god. That seemed to be a common name. I did not ask too much, and I stepped in and lifted the globe again. Do you want to go to the Light? It is your time to release from here. There is work needed to stabilize your soul to express Spirit. He nodded.
Because he was such a large persona, I hesitated but then I reached out to touch him. It was ok so far. Then I decided due to the strength of this soul I was responsible for; I would phase out directly from the place I found him in. With a breath plus counting to 27, I was out of there at forming the number 27. I admit to great relief. He held tight. I was worried he would slip away to one the Belief territories and start havoc again. He stayed. I turned him over to more qualified Helpers and stepped back. He must be broken; his energy and strength did not make a stir as others had.
Then I visited the City of Lights, and walked the gardens and forests to settle down. Time up. I went back to my chair. Fell asleep, then later made my way back to bed. It felt like diving into a soft cloud.